Love kills....

Dying slowly...looking you in the eye...
you did this to me...
My heart slows with every tear
caused by your lie...
as I become weaker and weaker..
it's harder to wonder why...
I allowed myself to succumb
to your melodious lullaby...
You caught me unaware...
off guard...and full of hope...
You showed me what could be...
without telling me what was...
and now you've left me
in a sea of disillusionment
adrift and afloat
I gave you every fiber...
that was in me to give...
my faith utterly complete...
Did you see this in me?
that I would give my all...
knowing you would not catch me...
but would be the one to cause my fall?
Broken Heart...wrecked spirit...
my soul upon the wind...
closing this door forever...
for although it freely left...
LOVE did not enter in.

LOVE.....unsheltered

Heart splitting....no recourse...

one thing wanted more than most...

will it be?....soul is tired

who will put out this fire?

Never knew what it could be

Before I had a taste of thee

Mind and body melted within me

Heart unchained..you walked through

unable now to close that door

my senses changed forevermore

So simple it could be..me with you and

you with me.....

Beautiful Nightmare...

Heart beating it skips a chord when I hear your voice
It's like a symphony to my soul...my skin tingles
when you're near..a whispered breath across
my ear... my body quivers from your touch..
crying out in anguish for more...you are my sixth
sense enveloping my aura...deeply and completely
I hate you and I love you for how you make me feel
A beautiful nightmare...perhaps should have been
left a dream...for they fade without memory
upon the rising sun..you wreck havoc in my spirit before
my day's begun..I want you and I need you...
mind, body, core...and yet I despise the knife you left
at my hearts door...droplets of my hope spilled about your steps...
my trust in you complete...no hesitancy left...
where that crystal ball was, or witches brew...
to warn me of the things...I wish I knew...now suffering in defeat
My soul left bare...yet eyes tightly shut...with clenched fist
...I still feel you there