When Hades call....

As hades door is beckoning..false peace within the darkness

the rugged cares of this world...pushing you along it's suggestive path

Death is easy says the gatekeeper come within find your freedom at last

One soul split...colliding as the two are fighting..the 'light' says LIFE is hard

there's no changing that....but, the peace you are after....are you willing for

Mary to weep? have you commissioned Martha to moan? will you be responsible

for the raindrops that pour from the Master's throne?

Life is given to be LIVED! do not succumb to deaths will...that Hades will surely instill

once you go beyond that gateway...no turning back is there...no JOY or LAUGHTER

that softens the way for hardships to pass. no freedom..only finality at the end

of that path.

Don't be fooled by the seduction of no more cares...for deaths cold fingers will strangle

you...unawares....so LIVE your life, don't just exist....for hades waits .....regardless...

in the mist......

Disillusioned

What does it mean when you cannot trust yourself?

When you were blindsided by that 'one' and your

Spirit left you...hypnotized..and disloyal...like a magnet

Drawn to that someone else...you did not see the warning

signs...did not see the flashing lights...for when your soul

connected the energy was so brilliant...wrong would have looked

like right...so lulled by this beautiful nightmare...now

pain has become your pleasure...just to keep them there

for the lost of that one is the tragedy most feared.

Thus your soul bleeds...continuously...a wound raw and open

no gauze deep enough to saturate the ache

in each brief moment of distraction you find the greatest reprieve

and though succinct....these moments, you struggle to appreciate

you beg time to stop...to rewind itself...a futile discussion for time

is non-discerning and likes you no more nor less than some

stoic it is...jealous of everyone. So you question your spirit and you

plead to understand...why it left you helpless...vacant, as Wolffia in a barren land

the answer...no, the 'dilemma' that has been found

is when you cannot trust yourself...in a world full of people

...there is no one around.