Beautiful Nightmare...

Heart beating it skips a chord when I hear your voice
It's like a symphony to my soul...my skin tingles
when you're near..a whispered breath across
my ear... my body quivers from your touch..
crying out in anguish for more...you are my sixth
sense enveloping my aura...deeply and completely
I hate you and I love you for how you make me feel
A beautiful nightmare...perhaps should have been
left a dream...for they fade without memory
upon the rising sun..you wreck havoc in my spirit before
my day's begun..I want you and I need you...
mind, body, core...and yet I despise the knife you left
at my hearts door...droplets of my hope spilled about your steps...
my trust in you complete...no hesitancy left...
where that crystal ball was, or witches brew...
to warn me of the things...I wish I knew...now suffering in defeat
My soul left bare...yet eyes tightly shut...with clenched fist
...I still feel you there