Love Lost

Whispering souls upon the wind
Unfound loves withering
Discontent...yet they stay...
For the love they lost...
lingers...on...every...day
No more tears...no more fight...
The wrong pursued...deemed as right
Settled in now assured...
Love's door to open...nevermore
The risk of which...was to great
Mind...body...soul..bowed under the weight
Though you said you never would
The first real challenge...un-withstood
Heart...forlorn...don't you see?
You have indeed...abandoned me.
'Ariesemblem'

Love's hold

If I looked into your soul,
would I see myself there?
Hand in your hand...
rocking in two rocking chairs...
What the present ripped away...
is the future willing to spare?
Reaching out to touch you
as I beg the memories to fade
cursed be to me when
you stumbled in my heart that day
We cannot change the past
and as the future glides that way...
how selfish would I be..
if I asked for you to stay...hurting
From the moments in that day you walked away...
the causalties added up in such a disarray...
life wields a two-edged sword
To be certain we'll obey...
but, what it'll never pierce...
what will always be...
future...present...past...the love I hold for thee... 'Ariesemblem'

Untitled

Eyes tightly shut
I feel the essence
of what you bring
I feel the laughter
I feel your touch
I feel as though
I cannot get enough
I feel the exasperation
I feel the....Trust
I feel as though
I cannot get enough
I feel your truth
I feel your care
I know you cannot
always be near
thoughts of you
bring a smile
the strength of you
drives my greed
and I cannot get enough
insatiable you leave me
thus I feel you're the only one
that can fill my need
with you it seems
I cannot get enough

'FREE'

Secure......you thought...your hold on me
eyes off the prize and now I'm free
my soul is purged...my system empty of thee
Arms spread wide with anticipation of what will be
so intense...my love so strong...blinded
to the point...you could do no wrong...
Now I clearly see the past...
should have known it wouldn't last...
warning signs blowing in the wind
like 'flags'...this is no amusement park...
this is life...your battles I stood ready to fight...
I put down the armor...I've let you go...
For who you are...is the one I didn't know...
If I could have seen the future;
would there now be a past? Life is but,
an hour glass...and though looking I could not see...
for the embodiment of you enveloped me
I could not breathe...you were...
my beautiful nightmare...and now
I have risen from my dream...so with
every breath...I breathe new air...
and with a slight smile, fleeting wonderment
if your aware...the two of us would have
made and extraordinary pair! Thus not meant to be..
I will not languish over thee
for there is someone...out there
much more worthy of me...and thus I say goodbye
refusing to 'sleep-walk' for thee.

'The Brink'

Tears waiting at the edge...
Filling up my window wells...
Seeing thru blurred sight...
Counting all the wrongs... to right
Is this kharma reaching me...
My writhing soul in front of thee...
Do you laugh behind that smirk?
I shake my head from all the hurt
Placing what I could in you... I tried
My best to see it through...Are you clear
with what you've done? Do I lack the courage
to enlighten everyone? It is not you that holds me back
It is the wickedness that I lack...for to
Destroy you is not my goal...If you
release me..have faith...your happiness
will unfold...I cannot bear the sight of you
my mind goes back to what you put me through
I could not shake the past...therefore our ruture
could not last. holding on to what's not there
would be a tragic weight to bear...so as I hold
back my tears and turn from you at last...I leave
the hurt...the throbbing pain...the memories in the past.

Quickie (LOL)

If your willing ...and I'm able
Can I take you...on this table?
Salt n pepper to the floor...damn! Shhhh is..is
that the door?...lot's of noise
and giggling...wait...not there I'll get it in
If you please me..don't you stiop..well (pause)
not unless you've hit the 'spot'
Can you have me? Daddy pleaseeee...my legs
are spread...to your Knees! Head thrown back
Yes..I feel it..keep it still just right there
...making sure your tongues aware..
fingers clenched at the edge...
ass is huring..where's that bed?! LOL
Wait a minute don't you move...
damnit daddy i'm in ah groove...
aaaaahhhhh SH**! you did it again! I'll see you soon...what?
you askn when?
A gentle whisper in your ear
'you number one' let's get that clear...
but, don't call me...
I'll call u -boo
now there's the door...
Cause..I've got work
to do!

'Ariesemblem'

Collaboration

Why is it that you reach me so?
Have our past lives touched years ago?
my body craves to be with yours...
my mind the same for it adores....
the challenge of your creativity..makes
me reach for what's in me..
the depth of which unsurpassed...I marvel at
what I sense in thee and if you'll let me see...
will you trust enough to bring
me... to your brink...and let our minds collapse
the force of what we could bring....unseen preseent ..
unseen past...an ingenuity they've never know
and hope their frail minds will not be blown
as they're led to higher thoughts expressed daring
them to comprehend as we broaden their meager intellects....