In Captivity....

My body moving of it's own accord
away from reason...just wanting yours
not caring who..what..where..why..or when
purely the anticipation of you entering in
you filled my soul..with no scope left..
how do I take the chance on someone else?
Is it fair to leave me in this way?
my trust in you, complete...from that very day
No raison d'etre just spirit free..closed my eyes
to be enveloped by thee..does this come for a lifetime?
or merely a day? brought by one? or is there another
who can breach me in this way?
I ask myself questions...there are no answers to...
fierce and independent..desiring to be ruled by you.
Do you know? are you aware?
when I close my eyes I feel you there..
my body shudders..my mind in disbelief...the intensity of which
I can find no reprieve. How shall I escape how shall I get through..
my mind...my body...held captive...by you.