'self' freedom

- exclusion of self

Tears streaming forth...
where is the sun....
brow beaten down....
forgetting how it begun...
lost my way..in your 'self'
it's time to be free...
needing to step away...
so I can be me...
To much time to much effort...
my soul almost crushed...
now shivering..at the mere..
thought of your touch...
how did it come to this...
two strangers as one...
going down a path...
that should never have begun...
Love at first sight?
what does that even mean...
Barred from my own path...
losing half my dreams.